the son of my mother's brother. kristofer lives in colorado with big mountains. I see him once a year. usually summer. so come winter, I get to missing him. I found these yesterday from summer in ventura.

'everything I say, I say to me first.
everything I do, I do to me first .
so what, I lied. I lied to me too.'
-tegan & sara

its wrong that Im prematurely attached. she's seventeen years old and could be rotting and unreliable. but she looks so good. its puppy love. and Im smitten.

v.day oh nine.

because one of us had a real valentine this year. not just their little brother. or their dog. or their mom. womp.

you're not mine any longer. but I feel you in my bones.

the threads of my thoughts,

her words were woven in and out of mine. her voice replacing my own.

I think mia and I share similar feelings about the move. shes curled up in the same spot now, her head beneath the blanket. california's a long way for a carolina dog.

'the kind of girl who laughs and says get up off your knees.

because I will start to forget but she will always remember'
-teeegan and sara